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I don’t want to go back to those days where I was listening to painful memories and watching heavy rain


I can’t lose you this summer

I choose not to feel

but things pile up and they collapse

on me.

once I told someone

It’s like

Waiting for that fucking train that you know will never come

And you want to leave

But you won’t let yourself

Because you always have the hope that it’ll take you someplace better

Because you don’t want to be where you are

I sound so stupid but that’s the closest I can explain to what it feels like


and so it will never happen again.

just a drop in the ocean





84 Questions

  1. Put your music player of choice on shuffle and list the first 10 songs ● never gonna leave this bed by maroon 5 ● we wish you a merry christmas by televisor ● I made it by kevin rudolf ● roll up by the ready set ● bass salt by 12th planet & antiserum ● right now by asking alexandria ● all to myself by marinas trench ● fight inside by red ● dynamite by taio cruz ● don’t stop the party by pitbull
  2. If you could spend a week anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Would you take anyone with you? i’d bring friends to maldives
  3. What is your preferred writing implement? (eg. Blue pen, pencil, green pen) black pen
  4. Favourite month and why? june, beginning of summer
  5. Do you have connections to any celebrities (even minor)? List them. yo yo ma (the cellist, ha)
  6. Name 3 items you could pick up from where you are. sour skittles, a paintbrush, my watch
  7. What brand logo is closest to you currently? lululemon
  8. Do you ever play board games or other non-computer games? Got any favorites? monopoly was an intense game
  9. A musical artist you love that isn’t well known fracx
  10. A musical artist you love that is well known neon trees
  11. What is your desktop background currently? archimedes from tf2
  12. Last person you talked to, and through what you talked to them linda through a text
  13. First colour name you can think of that isn’t in the rainbow not from a seven colour rainbow, cyan.
  14. What timekeeping devices are in the room you are currently in? my watch, my laptop, my iPad, my phone
  15. What kind of headphones do you use? beats that give me headaches
  16. What musical artists have you seen perform live? lost in kostko
  17. Does virginity matter to you? depends on the age
  18. What gaming consoles do you or your family own? dusty ps3
  19. What pets do you have? What are their names? pepper, a schnauzer
  20. What’s the best job you’ve ever had? self proclaimed professional shopper when I go on those rare trips with my mom
  21. What’s the worst job you’ve ever had? I haven’t gotten a job yet.
  22. What magazines do you read, if any? my subscriptions are dwell, vogue, and surfer but I barely read them
  23. Inspiration behind your URL? It’s old. It’s a stupid pun
  24. Inspiration behind your blog title? I couldn’t think of a title but I didn’t like “Untitled”
  25. Favourite item of clothing? shorts
  26. Are you friends with any exes? no
  27. Name at least one book you loved as a child. sammy keyes
  28. What’s your native language? If that language has distinct regional variations, which variation? (eg. AU English, US English) canadian english
  29. What email service do you use? gmail
  30. Is there anything hanging on the walls of the room you are currently in? my monster’s inc painting from sixth grade
  31. What’s your favourite number, and why? 23
  32. Earliest moment in your life you can remember? when I got scolded for pushing my brother ha
  33. What did you have for dinner yesterday? it’s taking too long for me to remember
  34. How often do you brush your teeth? twice, sometimes three times a day
  35. What’s your favourite candy/chocolate? sour skittles
  36. Have you had other blogs on Tumblr? Do you have any other blogs currently? this is my only one
  37. If you were suddenly really hungry, what would you choose to eat? whatever I can find
  38. What fandoms would you consider yourself a part of? not committed enough but I’m most interested in NiP and the canucks
  39. If you could study anything, what would it be? business 
  40. Do you use anything on your lips? (eg. Chapstick, gloss, balm, lipstick) chapstick
  41. How would you describe your sense of humour? odd
  42. What things annoy you more than anything else? people who accuse me of something I didn’t do even after an explanation, people who don’t tell me something’s wrong but continue to hint at it, and mosquitoes. 
  43. What kind of position are you in at the moment? sitting cross-legged 
  44. Do you wear much jewelry? rings, bracelets, my watch, sometimes a necklace. not all at once.
  45. Who is the leader of your country, currently? Any other levels of government with leaders? (State, region, province, county, district, municipality, etc) baraaaaackkkkk obamaaaaaaa
  46. Last 3 blogs on your dashboard, not including any of your own ha no
  47. What do you carry your money in? my wallet
  48. Do you enjoy driving? Why or why not? yes I do because I don’t drive
  49. Longest drive you have ever been on? two hours practicing around the city lawl
  50. Furthest away from home you have ever been? without a family member, washington dc. from any place I consider home, europe.
  51. How many times have you moved house? too hard to count because I’ve moved too many times and if I still own and sometimes stay at the house, does it count?
  52. What is on the floor of the room you’re currently in, not including furniture? two backpacks
  53. How many devices do you own which can access the internet? five
  54. Is there is anything that is guaranteed to always make you happy? someone
  55. Is there anything that always makes you sad? same answer as 54
  56. What programs do you currently have open? steam, iTunes, safari (ha)
  57. What do you associate the colour red with? tomatoes
  58. Last strong smell you can remember smelling? cabbage juice oh god
  59. Last healthy thing you ate? some vegetable
  60. Do you drink tea or coffee, and how much per day? I’d say twice a week
  61. What do you associate the colour blue with? nice eyes
  62. How long is the closest ruler you can find? 30 cm
  63. What colour pants/skirt/etc are you currently wearing? black
  64. When was the last time you drank water? nine hours ago
  65. How often do you clear your browser history? never
  66. Do you believe nude photos can be artistic, rather than erotic? eh
  67. Ever written fanfiction for anything? no
  68. Last formal event you attended some banquet
  69. If you had to move your birthday to another date, which one would you choose and why? february 29th so I don’t have to celebrate it so often. bad things happen on my birthday.
  70. Would you prefer to be at a beach or in the countryside? beach
  71. Roughly how many people live in your town? I don’t know 
  72. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? yes, too many people
  73. Favourite place to shop? Can be a certain store or a place where there are multiple stores rodeo drive
  74. Do you have a smartphone? What kind? If you don’t, do you want one? iPhone 5
  75. What is your least favourite colour, and why? brown, it’s boring
  76. How do you spell grey/gray? grey
  77. Go to your dashboard and describe the image shown in the radar section (below the “Find blogs” link) it’s a gif of something swirling
  78. What difference is there between how many followers you have, and the number of blogs you follow? I follow twice the amount
  79. How many posts do you have? 65
  80. How many posts have you liked? 4
  81. Do you post mainly reblogs, or your own content? I don’t know
  82. Do you track any tags? no
  83. What time is it currently? clock says 21:46
  84. Is there anything you should be doing right now? no